Today.

So me and dad are talking. It's nice when we get along. Hopefully I'll be able to reconcile with him. The dance was really good. The first time in a long time that I've really felt like he's my daddy.


Valentines Party tonight. I think I'm gonna stay home for this one.

It's cold outside.

I'm feeling a little sick.

RYAN TEDDER WON A GRAMMY. <3

FINALLY! Only took 7 years with nine nominations.
Gahh. He won for Adele's win on Album of the year. Well deserved win for sure! Happy for Adele on all her wins. Paul Epworth too. And BON IVER. <3

Lovesong-Adele (My cover of her cover of The Cure)


That's all for now.

2012.

Hello 2012. Nice to meet you. I'm a kid who's looking for a good year, will you be that for me? I'm trying to break a vicious cycle I've put myself in. I think you might be the one to end it. Will you be my turning point? At least my first few steps? I have faith that you're the one!

Music. As always. Tracks I'm feeling now:
Turning Into Stone-Phantogram
Breathe Slow-Data Romance
Rainy Zurich-The Fray
Charlie Brown-Coldplay
Sail Away-The Rapture
Shattered-Trading Yesterday
Don't Go-Josh Kumra (Acoustic)
Lovesong-Adele
Caraphernelia-Pierce The Veil
Blue Streak Mama-Frazey Ford
Always On My Mind-Caleb Slade

Caleb Slade GOOD GOD the man is amazing. I highly recommend getting his Victory In Defeat EP if you haven't. Very heartfelt and relatable songs. <3

And Josh Kumra is amazing too. Just found him about 2 days ago.

THE FRAY! FINALLY! Their new album Scars and Stories was released on Feb 6th, and it's beautiful. Love them, need to see them live. :)

My sister. My baby. My world. This little girl is growing up so fast, it's hard to wrap my head around it. She's so beautiful. She's amazing. She's got me wrapped around her tiny little finger. I want nothing more but for her to be happy. Healthy. I know I gotta take care of her. Be the big sister I never had. Teach her, let her learn from my mistakes. My little everything (who's trying to walk already!?!).

America's Got Talent. Will it happen? I dunno. We'll see. About a month to go before I know for sure. If it's God's will, then I'll get that phone call. (If I get that phone call, then I get to audition for the celebrity judges, I already auditioned for the producers).

fUEl Valentines Day party on Monday. Might go with Aaron. :) Ugh That guy drives me crazy, and I don't know if I love it or hate it. If only he understood, how much he means to me, how much it can hurt sometimes, how much he was my escape. But he doesn't. I'm just another one of his millions of friends to him. Nothing more. Boy, you mean so much more to me! Why can't you see that? Or do you?? :/

Father-Daughter dance tonight. One time a year I wear a dress. This year, it's not just me, it's Ellie too :) Haha. Maybe I'll post pics. If I like them. Keep an eye on my soundcloud, stuff will be going up soon here.
http://soundcloud.com/dsagacitymusic
Some pics I love: