And more thoughts.

(You Make It Real-James Morrison)
So today was Aileen's birthday. We went to the cemetery to spend some time with her. It was really hard, but we made it through. Happy birthday Aileen, love ya girl. Hope you're having fun up there with the angels. :) But we really miss you down here. It's sinking in for me that you're really gone, and it hurts a lot. Please be watching over all of us, especially Gabe. He needs his mom to take care of him.
(Collide-Howie Day)
School ended yesterday, so I'm done with freshman year. I almost didn't pass my geometry class, but I saved myself literally two minutes before it was too late. Passed with a 71. Very glad that I passed, considering how much I'd truly hate to retake that class. I seriously can't stand math. I suck at it.
(Too Lost In You-Sugababes)
My head is spinning with all the relationship issues I have. I just can't take it. It's so exhausting. I don't understand why I always struggle with this. Why do I need someone so much? Why do I always take my friendships so intensely? It just doesn't make sense to me. I seriously need healthier friendships. I can't move on from the past, I don't know what to expect from thhe future. Something needs to change there.
(Little Lion Man-Mumford & Sons)
My cousin's coming to live with me for a few weeks. This should be interesting. We'll either love each other or hate each other. Don't know what to expect.